Just A Random Thought

I kissed the world good-bye as it dropped me into a place
I'll never learn to love.
I am stripped of every innocence I ever had
and then some.
Because this life has given me nothing but pain,
I'll give it nothing but the turning of my head.

I still cry every night before I go to sleep.
My bed is a thorn bush that will never grow roses.
And in this world, every tear becomes a rain drop.
So I cry every night in hopes of drowning myself by morning.
The moon only shows part of itself
So darkness is all I can see.

This world is every fear of every person
Crammed into a box with me trapped inside.
White picket fences run along the outside,
But barb wire lays strung on top to keep me in.
And the ground can't be dug up; it's hopeless.
Underneath is a never ending abyss of nightmares.
All day I hear people crying out but
All their pain has been generously given to me.

This world, it's more like a consternation.
If this world isn't hell then I don't want to die,
But, I don't want to live.

-Galen

Last update: Wednesday, February 07, 2001 15:39