RELEASE

Peel my so-called face,
a mask of silly smiles
unravel my hair of lace.

Covering dark pain,
release the heat of my tears
uncover me, make me insane.

Peel my-so called face,
unreal and fake
peel at a unforgiven pace.

Expose the unkown me
forgotten face
I need to be free.

Peel my so-called face,
pour my sore thoughts
let them go at a heavy race.

Unzip me
from my forced happiness
let me really see.

Tear this shit
into infinite pieces
there's no need for it.

How I really feel is no sin,
so release me from my terror
I don't want your mask of medicine.

Black Angel Wings

Her last tear escapes,
the pain, the struggle, the failure
because she knows there is no other cure

A silver object she grips,
sweaty but steady
Her thaughts from fear it sips.

To her temple it rises,
and trigger released,
her brain mesmorizes.

The silence and fear broken by the sound,
she marks her final spot,
Who knows when she will be found.

Child, do not worry about today,
Let your Black Angel Wings unfold
and fly away.

You have eased your troubled mind,
fly away
Child, do not worry you will find.

Now escape from here
do not be afraid
unfold your Black Angel Wings
for death is nothing to fear.

TODAY

You ripped me in two
biting at my flesh
splattering the black blood
dropping my glass tears
and stepping upon them
shattering the happiness
the part ripped away from me was you.

Into a cold glass you poured my love
and drank with a smile
I tried so hard
and forgave all I could
I sewed my life back together
i glued my broken tears
but your laughter still hung above.

Can't breathe, overwhelmed hate
intense lonliness
torn into two bloody pieces
silent screams
I rip my hair from my scalp
blood seeping into my soul
I must meet my fate.

Only choice, only way
deep chill reaching my temple
pulling the trigger
skull fragment fly free
brain tissue oozes
life escapes the endless hole
you killed, YOU made me die TODAY.

-fallen raven

Last update: Sunday, June 20, 1999 16:49