wasing down away again
your best intentions lost
the sound of silence from the sky
your close held dreams are dust
just one look it cut so hard
and then you look away
ride the wave and breathe in deep
and just write off today
like stars you tried so hard to fly
rise so far from life
earthbound now i saw you fall
and saw your loss arrive
your life you tired to hard to find
to try to staunch the pain
you just talk to dear new friends
and fuck me up again
i know it's gone, i know it's lost
i know that you don't care
i wish that i could turn it off
stop caring that you're there
i'm sorry...
so sorry..

-Stephanie Gray