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(Webspinner's note: the below was received in November of 2001 without a return email address. I have no way of knowing whether this person really did commit suicide or not.)
What to say... Well life hasn't been going too well I guess things don't work out the way u expects it to. Suicide has been on my mind. Quiet a few people online know bout my problem because I discuss it with them. In which case I' am sorry that it has come to this. None of you are responsible for my actions it was purely my decision.
My life hasn't been too good. Been single for 5 yrs. I have made many attempts every one of those attempts has failed.
I have few friends that last more than a year. It seems my life is better online anyone who meets me turns to failure, either after time or the first visit!
I got no job and any job that I did get didn't last. I got no money and any money I did have went mostly of people so that I could have fun with them. I don't think I asked for much in return and I get very little if anything in return. I'm a failure and I can't do anything right.
My life is soo messed up all I wanted was to have friends and hang out and go to clubs and parties. From a girl I would have liked to have know what it would have been like to of had a relationship to have some one that loves me. I'm sorry it ended this way and I'm sorry if caused any pain I don't mean to do that to anyone even though it has happened to me. I know it seems pathetic to some people but at least now I don't have to worry bout anything.
Mum, Dad, Sis and Family, I love u all xxx
P.S Remember I'll be in your hearts forever and I will never forgot those who I know that loved me.
-Andrew
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